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lyrics

Ticking ticking like a time bomb
Tell the people to “remain calm”
I don’t wanna blow the roof off this time
It’s coming down to the wire
Shaking hands on the pliers
I don’t wanna be the one to ignore
I can feel the pressure building
My anxiety filing
I don’t know if I’ll diffuse it time
They remain level-headed
Unaware, unthreatened
I’m the only one who knows it’s inside

But I don’t wanna feel anything
So give me another dose of medicine
I think the walls are caving in
And I’m running low on adrenaline
I don't wanna feel anything

Can’t lose my composure
Cause I think I’m getting closer
They can never know that I was the one
I was the one to start it all
Now I can’t breathe
My wires are crossed
I dismantle myself
Yet I feel more lost

Gone ballistic
Stick in the mud
This perscription’ll numb
And bliss this abyss with
Static elixir buzz
Convinced this fix is love
Dissociative blisslessness
Dizzy on the fritz with flipped lip
Confused, lit fuse lit
Detonate me
Frantic-tick boom
Dead innately
Entertain me,
Enter, tame me
Sedate me with Stockholm safety
Anesthetic, aesthetic, neurotic
Pulse is a rigged clock
Head is a big bomb
Chest is a pill box
Bottled up molotov
Nerves like tripwire
Heart designer, Oppenheimer
What wire to snip first?
Ivory knuckles grip firm
Hands quiver the Richter
Sad the bigger picture is a mine field of triggers
Mortified by the mortar fire
More defined, it’s more than I am capable of handling
Dismantle me

(Breathe in, hold on
Breathe out, let go)

I don’t wanna feel anything
I just want to be okay
And trust myself to not detonate
I’m calling out for another way

I just wanna feel everything
And live in tranquil serenity
Even if the walls are caving in
I’ll give it all I’ve got to give
I just wanna feel everything
And live in tranquil serenity
Even if the walls are caving in
I’ll give it all I’ve got to give

I just wanna feel everything

credits

released September 25, 2023
Written, produced, recorded by Krispy DeRato
Featuring Allone

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Krispy DeRato New York

Independent music producer & singer/songwriter from NY. Owner of The Krisp Sirenhouse Label and Sirenhouse Publishing.

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